An Inconvenient Lie

Now all the thing's done I can finally breath again...no more documents-organizing..

But ughh the cash does'nt reel in yet!

Had my first biochem quizzy and I'm pretty sure it was an awful lot of stress to make myself believe that i'm doing some good job there(yeah,I was cheating myself again..huuh)

The great thing is I don't see how that matters...Sometimes I hate to do it but I always do it though.I mean, it's okay to cheat yourself right?

Lie is always within me...whether it's... when I'm thinking that I'm lying on my bed staring out the window watching cloud moving peacefully but in reality I'm talking to an annoyingly dull person or just in class get bored with the the teachers..or..when I see problems I just see it as a game....either way,i'm having fun doing them

But this...(my financy grow poorer as my day goes by) isn't something I can lie to myself without tearing myself apart...admit it,Zubair.You just won yourself a big prize in Who Wants To Be A Pennyless-aire.