Waiting To Exhale

Days at INTEC still doesn't shine so bright...at least for me.From the second i first step my foot in this college I knew my life won't be the same anymore.With all the group of 'smart' students gathered here i can always sense the same activity they've been doing without them realized it by themselves...that is...trying to show others what they're capable of.Good God! I always think that trying to be acknowledged by others was a pretty irritating job to do and can just come handy in business...particularly my career.Or..maybe i'm in the wrong position to critisize one's hardwork.I'm such a lousy person when it comes to be a nice and volunteering man.I mean it's not that i hate to help people voluntarily but i just think the best person should do it(the expert of a that certain area)

Today was another excrutiating day to me... too painful to admit it...Well, maybe i doesn't go so bad after all...My stomach is in real agony this morning..I knew it was the bread's demonic work.If only I didn't take my breakfast.I still think my belly would confront the hunger itself.4 hours of empty tank without me fueling it wasn't that long..Plus I got this english discussion to present.My 'lucky' day started to embrace me more.My group was the first to present in front of the class.Trust me Miss, a proper preparation should be enough for me to shoot the presentation right to the class but I regretted I didn't have much of it.She must knew that I was completely clueless about what I'm saying.Seriously, the stomach thingy was all that i can decently think of at that time.

Another thing that bug me is about the documents of the sponsorship that needs to be settled immediately.I mean no rush about them but the money issue is really sicken me enough.Foods,drinks and now books are all but cheap stuff this day.So in any way necessary i need to get my allowances right now.No time in pouring all my money into stuff without them be claimed back isn't it?As soon as this paperwork is done i will have my chance to catch a new breath again.